Today We Celebrate
Today I celebrate my sweet girl. A year ago was the last time I felt her move, and a year ago tomorrow we went in and she had no heartbeat, so we've decided that today is the day she went home to be with God. My heart aches. But I know she's with God and that one day we will be reunited. But my heart aches. This last year I have learned more about God and his peace and comfort. I trust him more. My faith has grown. Grief isn't linear and that makes me mad, but God is bigger than my grief and can handle my full spectrum of emotions. He can handle my heartbreak, my joy, my anxiety, my peace, my doubt, my faith. He meets me, every day, where I am. His grace is big enough. It's been a roller coaster of a year, but God has never left my side. My heart aches, but it's comforted too. Abigail Grace, I love you.